From a7072dbff528eeb65cdb8f19ca3605bc58107a78 Mon Sep 17 00:00:00 2001
From: Radiohotline <radiohotline@disroot.org>
Date: Mon, 20 Jul 2026 13:05:56 +0000
Subject: poetry and books

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 index.html           |  2 +-
 library.html         |  7 +++++--
 neocities/index.html |  2 +-
 poetry.html          | 54 ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++--
 4 files changed, 59 insertions(+), 6 deletions(-)

diff --git a/index.html b/index.html
index 18ca4fc..c207b94 100644
--- a/index.html
+++ b/index.html
@@ -270,11 +270,11 @@
         <h2 style="margin-top: 10px;">Updates</h2>
 
         <ul style="text-align: left; margin: 0px 10px 10px 0px; font-size: 1em;">
+	    <li>20/07/26 - Book log and poetry</li>
 	    <li>11/06/26 - New art</li>
 	    <li>01/06/26 - New music track</li>
 	    <li>20/05/26 - New poems and a new thought</li>
 	    <li>09/05/26 - Binary choice ranker at /sort</li>
-	    <li>12/04/26 - Book log</li>
         </ul>
 
         <a href="rss.xml">RSS Feed</a>
diff --git a/library.html b/library.html
index 46fddcd..60a887f 100644
--- a/library.html
+++ b/library.html
@@ -77,10 +77,13 @@
                 <p><a href="https://www.goodreads.com/user/show/164235846-c">Goodreads</a> - <a href="https://letterboxd.com/tatami_room/">Letterboxd</a> - <a href="https://anilist.co/user/radiohotline/">AniList</a> - <a href="https://listenbrainz.org/user/falloftroy">Listenbrainz</a><sup>1</sup></p>
                 <h2>Currently Reading:</h2>
                 <ul>
-                </ul>
+		    <li>Comte de Lautreamont - Les Chants de Maldoror</li>
+		    <li>Bernard Shaw - Pygmalion</li>
+                    <li>Ven de Mieroop - A History of the Ancient Near East</li>
+		</ul>
                 <h2>On Hold:</h2>
                 <ul>
-		    <li>More books than I'd like to admit.</li>
+		    <li>T. S. Eliot - The Wasteland and Other Writings</li>
                 </ul>
                 <h2>Recently Finished:</h2>
                 <ul>
diff --git a/neocities/index.html b/neocities/index.html
index e1bf2f8..33a756b 100644
--- a/neocities/index.html
+++ b/neocities/index.html
@@ -34,7 +34,7 @@
 	<br>
 	<p>moved</p>
 	
-	<p style="color:grey; font-size: small">Updated: 2026-06-11 15:45:32</p>
+	<p style="color:grey; font-size: small">Updated: 2026-07-20 13:02:05</p>
 	
 	<a href="https://softmachine.dev">>> redirect</a>
 </body>
diff --git a/poetry.html b/poetry.html
index 5d300fb..b9d0d1f 100644
--- a/poetry.html
+++ b/poetry.html
@@ -110,7 +110,7 @@
             <p class="c">
             "hello, can we talk?"
             </p>
-            <p class="date">Feburary 2022</p>
+            <p class="date">February 2022</p>
 	    <hr>
 	</div>
 
@@ -143,7 +143,7 @@
             as a violin string,<br>
             as glass—
             </p>
-            <p class="date">Feburary 2022</p>    
+            <p class="date">February 2022</p>    
 	    <hr>
 	</div>
 
@@ -265,6 +265,56 @@
 		<p class="date">May 2026</p>
 		<hr>
 	</div>
+
+	<div class="poem">
+		<h3>The Bullet</h3>
+		<p>
+		The pantomime of leaves in which you swirl in a yellow dress<br>
+		Collapses when you run afar, diving into the dull air<br>
+		The sun blares its scalding glow, incinerating the hearts<br>
+		Of eleven figures erected in the earth, forming a wreath of bones around the moist mound of dirt<br>
+		Their sweat collects in the wrinkles of their foreheads, and their tears settle in their eyelids<br>
+		Their long black dresses are indistinguishable from their black veils<br>
+		And their arms are reserved to those from which life emanates and laughs in their faces<br>
+		You leap from stone to stone, fluttering like a hummingbird<br>
+		You have long shed the lugubrious skin of a thousand years<br>
+		And have become lighter than a speck of cotton that has escaped from its woven bedding<br>
+		Your closed unclouded eyes lay heavy in their sockets<br>
+		Having let in much of the world's lights yet fail to stir the whirlpool of despair<br>
+		Borne of the burning hearts struggling to grab the conscience of their lost one<br>
+		As it slips between their fingers
+		</p>
+		<p class="date">July 2026</p>
+		<hr>
+	</div>
+
+	<div class="poem">
+		<h3>How Dare The World Go On</h3>
+		<p>
+		How dare the world go on<br>
+		When I am on my knees in the frozen glass<br> 
+		Entrapped by invisible ghosts
+		</p><p>
+		How dare the world go on<br>
+		When I am pounding on the black curtains<br>
+		Unable to move my legs
+		</p><p>
+		How dare the world go on<br>
+		When I have thrust blades into my eyes<br>
+		And cut my arms off
+		</p><p>
+		How dare the world go on<br>
+		When content hearts and jovial spirits<br>
+		Mock my silent cries 
+		</p><p>
+		How dare the world go on<br>
+		When the whole universe must lay still<br>
+		Wallowing in a deathly wail<br>
+		With me
+		</p>
+		<p class="date">July 2026</p>
+		<hr>
+	</div>
     </div>
 
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