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. I hate using it. + +21. Are you religious? +Yes. I was an atheist in the past several years but I converted. + +22. Opinions on nightcore? +No opinion. + +23. Did you go through any major phase? (emo, goth, weeaboo, etc) +I had a major otaku phase that lasted a long time. I lost interest +but I still like anime as a storytelling and art medium. + +24. Are you good at drawing? +Kind of. + +25. Do you crack your joints? +Very frequently. + +26. Do you read visual novels? +Rarely. I liked DDLC. I used to play indie VNs more in middle school. +I was a fan of Steins;Gate. + +27. Can you sew? +I know a few stitches but I don't practice unfortunately. + +28. Can you cook? +No. + +29. Most expensive thing you've bought? +My laptop. + +30. Opinions on cosplay? +It's fun. I would like to do it. + +31. What's your most hated band/musician? +Modern generic pop artists and weak rock bands. + +32. Are you a dramatic person? +I was told I catastrophise a lot, but I myself am not very dramatic. + +33. What emoticon do you use most? +:) and :3 + +34. Can a miracle certainly occur? +I don't know. + +35. Would you let a vampire suck your blood? +If I like them. + +36. Do you have a celebrity crush? +I had a crush on Kurt Cobain. + +37. Do you like snow? +It was fun at first, but it hurts. + +38. Were you really into greek mythology as a kid? +Not extremely, but I liked learning about it. + +39. What are some things you could competently deliver a speech +on? +History of computers and how computers work. + +40. Are you good at spelling? +Yes. + +41. Which touhou wud u fuk? +No. + +42. Do you think there's going to be a robot takeover? +No. + +43. HAS SCIENCE GONE TOO FAR??!?!??!?! +Technological advancements seem to focus on the wrong thing. +Science itself is fine. + +44. Would you be an angel or devil? +I don't know. + +45. Sine, cosine, or tangent? +Sine. + +46. Do you like licorice? +It's okay. + +47. What's one thing you can't stand that everyone else loves? +Food and large gatherings. + +48. What books did you like as a kid? +The Wizard of Oz. + +49. Can you play any instruments? +Piano and guitar. + +50. What song would you want to play at your wedding? +Pieces by Toshifumi Hinata. + +51. Do you believe in reincarnation? +I wish I did. + +52. Finish the sentence: I'm just a guy who ______ +exists. + +53. Have you been to another continent? +Yes. + +54. What's your worst habit? +Skin picking. + +55. Favorite vegetable? +Cucumbers. + +56. What's something stupid that scared the shit outta you as a +kid? +Fish. + +57. What's one of your guilty pleasures? +Listening to "bad" music. + +58. Would you rather be a ghost or a vampire? +Either is good. + +59. What do you fear most? +Wasting years. + +60. Do you sleep with any plushies? +Yes. + +61. What hobby do you just not understand? +Devoting yourself to a celebrity. + +62. Do you like the taste of alcohol? +I don't drink. + +63. Are you a hopeless romantic? +I think so. + +64. Which deadly sin best fits you? +Wrath. + +65. Which of your physical features do you like the most? +Hands. + +66. Are your ears pierced? +Yes. + +67. Have you ever been in a physical fight? +Almost. + +68. Where do you buy your clothes? +Wherever is affordable and durable. + +69. Where would you live if you could live anywhere? +Japan. Estonia. + +70. Do believe in magic? Or is it all a trick? +I used to be a witch. I don't believe anymore. + +71. Have you read Umineko? You should! +I've read a bit of Higurashi if that counts. + +72. What is the worst chore to do? +Dusting. + +73. What did your parents almost name you? +Nazlıcan. + +74. What would you want your name to be if you were not your current +gender? +Nazlıcan. + +75. What were your first words? +I don't remember. Probably mama. + +76. What do you want your last words to be? +My ideology. + +77. When did you first regularly start going online? +Around 6 or 7. I played animal games and looked up anime characters. + +78. What year do you miss the most? +Age 5. + +79. Are you psychic? +Yes. + +80. Would you fuck a clone of yourself? You're not allowed to kill +yourself. +I can't bear to look at myself, so never. I would kill it. + +81. What do you use to listen to music? +A laptop. I used to use a phone. + +82. What's the biggest city you've been to? +Istanbul. + +83. Favorite animal? +Duck. + +84. What web browser do you use? +LibreWolf. + +85. Are you allergic to kitty cats? +No. + +86. Do you like energy drinks? +No. + +87. Would ever spend money on TF2 unusuals, csgo skins, gacha pulls, etc? +No. + +88. When do you usually go to bed? +23:00. + +89. How often do you wash your hair? +Every other day in the Winter. Nearly everyday in the Summer. + +90. Would you download a car? +How do you download a car? + +91. What was your favorite show as a kid? +I've had many favourite shows over the years, but Tanken Driland was notable. + +92. Whats the silliest hat you own? +I had a tiger hat as a child. + +93. What album or song do listen to when you're feeling angsty? +Any screamo records. Most likely The Jonbenet. +Also "Lullaby for an Angel's Egg pt. 1" is a new pick. + +94. Do you make OCs? +Yes, but a few. + +95. What's the goofiest thing you do when completely alone? +Sound music with my mouth. + +96. Do you like fireworks? +No. + +97. Favorite painter? +Arnold Böcklin and John Atkinson Grimshaw. + +98. Favorite numbers? +7, 11, 13, 24, 64, 79 + +99. What genre of vidya gaems are you really good at? (fps, fightan, +danmaku, racing, whatever) +RPGs. + +100. Time and date you finished this? +Date: 07/20/24. 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About

+

Teeth in Vitro started in 2021 under the name [REDACTED], where it solely held the Nirvana page until 2022, when I decided to + reserve it for my portfolio. I promised it things that I never did. It was relaunched in 2024 as a much more + compact personal website with the modest version you see here and the more extravagant companion that is planned with more "fun" design aspects and features. + Both aim to express who I am to the world.

+ You pass by people every day and they don't leave an impression on you, and neither will I, but maybe I will leave a mark on the world as someone who merely + existed. +

+
+

Aim

+

Art and techy escapades, when I undertake the escapades. I am currently lacking in hardware. Essays may be shared if a topic lingers on my mind.

+
+

Webmaster

+

radiohotline[at]disroot[dot]org - PGP key

+

The more I try to outline who I am, the more I lose grasp. I will contain a piece of my brain here.

+
+

+ Fruit bled in the palm
+ Streaking life across my skin
+ I am real again
+

+
+

+ I'm an artist, musician, and programmer (I mainly use C), with a strong passion for music, computers (both CS and CE), experimental art, DIY, and other things. + I am a linguistics student. +

+ I love learning about everything. More persistent interests include: philosophy, music theory, literature, linguistics + (and anthropology, even though I despise mankind and what it made), cryptanalysis, video games and game development, animation, filmmaking (especially directing), + electronics, ham radio, dinosaurs, birdwatching, and, of course, computers. +

+ I'm also fascinated by categorization, data archives and collections of basically anything, tools, trinkets, mechanisms, and musical instruments. + A lot of my interests are off-shoots or combinations of each other, and my aspirations lay everywhere since my dream is to combine the things that + I enjoy doing into a valuable creation. +

+ 100 questions + + diff --git a/min/archive.html b/min/archive.html new file mode 100644 index 0000000..b9ede29 --- /dev/null +++ b/min/archive.html @@ -0,0 +1,50 @@ + + + + + + + Art + + + + +
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2025

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2024

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2023

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2022

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2021

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Art

+ +

Archive

+ +
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Doodles

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Sketches

+ + Sketches + +
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Completed

+ + Complete + +
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+ +

Commissions

+ +

+ +

Portfolio

+ +

WIP

+ + diff --git a/min/books.html b/min/books.html new file mode 100644 index 0000000..7de9d7f --- /dev/null +++ b/min/books.html @@ -0,0 +1,83 @@ + + + + + + + Books + + + + +

Library

+

Goodreads - Letterboxd - AniList

+

Currently Reading:

+ +

On Hold:

+ +

Recently read:

+ +
+

Favourite books

+
+ House of Leaves - Mark Z. Danielewski + The Necrophiliac - Gabrielle Wittkop + A Clockwork Orange - Anthony Burgess + Naked Lunch - William S. Burroughs + 4.48 Psychosis - Sarah Kane + Babyfucker - Urs Allemann + The Stranger - Albert Camus + The Man Who Spoke Snakish - Andrus Kivirähk + Forgive Me, Leonard Peacock - Matthew Quick + Enlightened Transsexual Comix - Sam Szabo + Oyasumi Punpun - Inio Asano + Girl on the Shore - Inio Asano +
+

Favourite films

+
+ Angel's Egg (1985) + A Clockwork Orange (1971) + Martin (1977) + Dancer in the Dark (2000) + If.... (1968) + Harold and Maude (1971) + La Planet Sauvage (1973) + Little Miss Sunshine (2006) +
+ + diff --git a/min/commission.html b/min/commission.html new file mode 100644 index 0000000..2e99108 --- /dev/null +++ b/min/commission.html @@ -0,0 +1,235 @@ + + + + + + + Art + + + + + +

Commissions (Currently Closed)

+ +

WIP page. Images and prices will be added by next summer.

+ +

Commissions are paid for through Buy Me A Coffee.

+ +
+

Character Art/Portraiture

+

Art of humanoids in a semirealistic or cartoon style (specify)

+

Formula: base + [(no. of subjects - 1) * 0.5 * base] + bg

+ +

Traditional

+ + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + +
SketchLineartRendered
Bust/Icon
Halfbody
Fullbody
+ +

Digital

+ + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + +
SketchLineartRendered
Bust/Icon
Halfbody
Fullbody
+ + +
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+
+

MS Paint

+

Art made in Microsoft Paint

+

Small ≤ 500px × 500px < Large

+ + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + +
Small drawingLarge drawingSmall paintingLarge painting
Portraitlineart
colored
lineart
colored
Landscape
Both
+ +

TuxPaint

+

Art made in TuxPaint

+

Same prices as above table

+
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+
+

Landscape

+ + + + + + + + + + + + + +
TraditionalDigital
Lineart
Rendered
+ +

+

Collector Artwork (limited)

+

You can commission an original piece of artwork (a drawing or a painting), and I will send it to you.

+

You may specify elements or colour palettes or request a commission without restrictions.

+
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+ +
+

Commercial Work

+ +
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+
+

Terms of Service

+

General terms

+ +

Payment

+ +

Process and Delivery

+ +

Revisions

+ +

Copyright and Usage

+ + + diff --git a/min/commold.txt b/min/commold.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..fdf8cc1 --- /dev/null +++ b/min/commold.txt @@ -0,0 +1,238 @@ + + + + + + + Art + + + + + +

Commissions (Currently Closed)

+ +

WIP page. Images and prices will be added by next summer.

+ +

Commissions are paid for through Buy Me A Coffee.

+ +
+

Character Art/Portraiture

+

Art of humanoids in a semirealistic or cartoon style (specify)

+

Formula: base + [(no. of subjects - 1) * 0.5 * base] + bg

+ +

Traditional

+ + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + +
SketchLineartRendered
Bust/Icon
Halfbody
Fullbody
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Digital

+ + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + +
SketchLineartRendered
Bust/Icon
Halfbody
Fullbody
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+
+

MS Paint

+

Art made in Microsoft Paint

+

Small ≤ 500px × 500px < Large

+ + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + +
Small drawingLarge drawingSmall paintingLarge painting
Portraitlineart
colored
lineart
colored
Landscape
Both
+ +

TuxPaint Collage

+ x +
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+

Landscape and genre art

+ + + + + + + + + + + + + +
TraditionalDigital
Lineart
Rendered
+ +

If the living subject of the painting is not detailed (see the examples below), you will only pay the cost of the landscape and not the character.

+ # image +

+

Free work (limited)

+

The idea behind this category is to give me full creative freedom but a general direction to work with.

+

You may specify a theme, such as shapes, elements, motifs, colors, mood, meaning (optional; you can choose what the painting represents and I'll have the freedom to decide what that looks like), etc.

+

You are free to choose a broadly defined style such as impressionism, expressionism, abstract art, surrealism, and so on.

+

TL;DR: You can pay me to create something I'd put my heart into.

+
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+ +
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Commercial Work

+ +
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+

Terms of Service

+

General terms

+ +

Payment

+ +

Process and Delivery

+ +

Revisions

+ +

Copyright and Usage

+ + + diff --git a/min/doodle.html b/min/doodle.html new file mode 100644 index 0000000..b43c685 --- /dev/null +++ b/min/doodle.html @@ -0,0 +1,182 @@ + + + + + + + Art + + + + +
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2025

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2024

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+ + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + +

Stout .. Identity Start

+ + + + + + + + +

Stout ... Identity End

+ + + + + + + + + + +

2022

+ + + + + +
Comic start
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Comic end
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2021

+ +
+ + diff --git a/min/home.html b/min/home.html new file mode 100644 index 0000000..121822c --- /dev/null +++ b/min/home.html @@ -0,0 +1,78 @@ + + + + + + + Teeth in Vitro | Home + + + + +

Home

+ +

+ “Little solace comes   + to those who grieve
+ when thoughts keep drifting   + as walls keep shifting
+ and this great blue world of ours   + seems a house of leaves
+ moments before the wind.” +
+ - Zampanò, Mark Z. Danielewski +

+ +

+ Things to look forward to: +

+ + + +

Sign the guestbook?

+ + + +
+ aylesbury_ducks.jpg +
+ +
+ +
+ + + + + + WIRED COLLECTIVE WEBRING + + + + + + + + +
+ + diff --git a/min/links.html b/min/links.html new file mode 100644 index 0000000..eee1476 --- /dev/null +++ b/min/links.html @@ -0,0 +1,129 @@ + + + + + + + + + Links + + + + +

Links

+ + +

Webrings

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+ + WIRED COLLECTIVE WEBRING + +

Useful websites

+

Misc

+

libgen.is - Books and scientific papers, also mirrored by Anna's Archive.

+

sci-hub.st - You should know this by now. Free research paper resource.

+

textfiles.com - Wonderful archive of old texts on basically anything.

+

sapphic-cafe.neocities.org - Her link directory is great.

+

omniglot.com - Encyclopedia of world languages.

+
+ +

Lifestyle

+

simpleliving.neocities.org - Strip life down to its necessities.

+

thricegreat.neocities.org - Philosophy and self-sufficient lifestyle.

+

Guide to DIY Punk Fashion

+

Punk DIY Resource Shops

+
+ +

Technology

+
⤷ Information/Guides
+
+

cat-v.org - Unsuck your computer. Join the Plan9 cult.

+

suckless.org - Minimalist software (and good lists of software).

+

digdeeper.club - Privacy essentials in a world of sureveillance.

+

cyberdeck.cafe - Build a cyberdeck!

+

ameliorated.io - Modify Windows to unsuck it.

+

Android FOSS

+

lainzine.org - Cool stuff.

+

3ds.hacks.guide

+

A Constructive Look At TempleOS

+

l3net.wordpress.com - Linked is an article comparing Linux/BSD WMs and DEs by RAM usage.

+
+ +
⤷ Tools
+
+

kolibrios.org - Super lightweight operating system.

+

antixlinux.com - Lightweight Linux distro.

+

distrochooser.de - Short quiz to help you pick a Linux distro.

+

cock.li - Mail provider.

+

MAS by Massgravel - Windows and Office activator script.

+

jspaint.app - MS Paint in your browser.

+
+ +
⤷ Archives and Collections
+
+

myabandonware.com - Retro software preservation.

+

/r/Piracy megathread - What it says on the tin.

+

fmhy.net - Free Media Heck Yeah: a large collection of free and pirated stuff.

+

myrient.erista.me - Huge retro game archive for numerous consoles.

+
+ +
+ +

Music

+

slsknet.org - P2P music sharing network.

+

circuitbenders.co.uk - How to circuit bend instruments.

+

buildyourownclone.com - Build DIY guitar pedal clones.

+ +
+ +

HRT

+

diyhrt.wiki - Everything you need to know to start DIY hormones.

+

hrt.coffee - Market directory for feminizing hormones.

+

hrtcafe.net - Homebrew your own hormones.

+ +
+ +

Interesting websites

+

For starters, sites I follow on Neocities are worth checking out.

+

everynoise.com - Music genre scatter plot with examples for every one.

+

radio.garden - Tune in to any (online) radio station.

+ +
+ +
+ 3D GIF of a duck and her ducklings. +
+ + diff --git a/min/min.css b/min/min.css new file mode 100644 index 0000000..8cd0d6e --- /dev/null +++ b/min/min.css @@ -0,0 +1,132 @@ +body { + background-color: #dbcdbe; + text-align: justify; + font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace; +} + +.art-container { + display: inline-flex; + flex-wrap: wrap; + justify-content: center; + flex-grow: none; + align-items: center; + align-self: flex-start; + gap: 20px; +} + +@media (min-width: 900px) { + body { + margin-left: 30%; + margin-right: 30%; + } + + .art { + margin-left: 0%; + margin-right: 0%; + } + + .art-nav { + margin-left: 30%; + margin-right: 30%; + } + + .art-container { + flex-direction: row; + } + + .art-container img { + height: 300px; + width: auto; + + } + + .main { + margin-left: 100px; + margin-right: 100px; + display: flex; + flex-wrap: wrap; + } +} + +@media (max-width: 400px) { + body { + margin-left: 15px; + margin-right: 15px; + font-size: 20px; + } + + p, a, li { + font-size: 14pt; + } + + p { + margin-left: 10px; + margin-right: 10px; + } + + ul, ol { + text-align: left; + } + + nav { + margin-left: 0px; + margin-right: 0px; + } + + .art-container { + flex-direction: column; + } + + .art-container img { + height: auto; + width: 80vw; + margin-left: 5vw; + margin-right: 5vw; + } +} + +h1 { + font-family: Garamond, serif; + font-weight: normal; + font-size: 32px; +} + +h2 { + font-family: serif; + font-size: 28px; + font-weight: 100; +} + +h3 { + font-size: 22px; +} + +h4 { + font-size: 19px; +} + +h5 { + font-size: 18px; +} + +h6 { + font-size: 16px; + font-weight: bold; +} + +p, li { + font-weight: 500; + font-size: 18px; + line-height: 1.5; + font-family: Garamond, serif, DejaVu Sans Mono, DejaVu; +} + +a { + color: #8F2037; + cursor: pointer; + font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace; +} + +a:active { + color: red; +} diff --git a/min/muscomm.html b/min/muscomm.html new file mode 100644 index 0000000..7e86cb3 --- /dev/null +++ b/min/muscomm.html @@ -0,0 +1,126 @@ + + + + + + + Art + + + + + +

Music Commissions (Currently Closed)

+ +

WIP page. Sample music and prices will be added by next summer.

+ +

Commissions are paid for through Buy Me A Coffee.

+ + + + + + + + + + + +
RockAmbientcscsfsafasf
Price per minute
+ +

Commercial Work

+ +
+

Terms of Service

+

General terms

+ +

Payment

+ +

Process and Delivery

+ +

Revisions

+ +

Copyright and Usage

+ + + diff --git a/min/muse.html b/min/muse.html new file mode 100644 index 0000000..f018f3c --- /dev/null +++ b/min/muse.html @@ -0,0 +1,176 @@ + + + + + + + Muse Ariadne + + + + +
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+

Echo - March 1st, 2024

+

+ For echo to sound, there must be few in a vast space. For echo to sound, you alone must be enclosed by the reflective walls. For echo to sound... +

+ Your mind must have heard so little from itself that, to pump its bubbles up the waters that surround you, it will fling every old thought at its walls, letting each of them reverberate endlessly. Echoes are never new. +

+ Huddled up in company, voices other than your own take over, but it's often not enough. The mind may still be alone. Long enough time has passed that the echo is all it knows. It will echo only how you've always felt. Remember. +

+ The acoustic phenomenon, however, can decay. +

+ Is echo a lost love? Is it a reflection? Is it a reminder? +

+
+ +
+

Sweat of a rose - March 6th, 2024 غزل

+

+ It is not only the procession of the morose tale.
+ It would suffice to draw an and-the-sun-rose tale.

+ + But the shattering ensued unnerving neurosis.
+ It shall live on savagely in grim prose, this tale.

+ + She devoured the primroses and availed herself of love.
+ She remained within the walls and alcoves of the tale.

+ + A useless torn heart only pumps blood to the wales.
+ The streaks on your skin you rub opened a closed tale.

+ + An injury so powerful it was to the wailing gale.
+ To never disappear: it shut down eyes to the tale.
+

+
+ +
+

The Mountain Sleeps - March 12th, 2024

+

she slept through the wars
+ the turbulent air
+ and how still she was
+ the world didn't know her

+

+ unbekannt, a cave
+ in her heart, abode
+ to beasts that don't crave
+ or vanish abroad +

+

+ unerforscht feeling
+ undeutlich divide
+ and moss covering
+ her back and behind

+

+ unbeugsam, she stirs
+ brushing one hundred
+ birdsongs, fields of fleurs
+ she was not sundered +

+
+ +
+

Silent - April 14th, 2024

+




+

dread

+

an empty home

+
+ +
+

Untitled - April 17th, 2024

+ +

I had a dream that I got the nicest pair of binoculars.

+

Instead of showing me what's further, it showed me what's above or below.

+

I held the copper cast tool to my eyes and set towards the undertow.

+ +

This world, it glistened and glowed. The trees swayed and laughed above.

+

The starlight fell and condensed into their fruit, and the starfruits melted into light.

+

The molten cream, so sweet, brightened the mind and the view, casting the shadows of yore.

+ +

It carried it with it all this time, and with me I carry my eyes to see it.

+

The pink beach, the calm blue waves, the dark night sky, they move

+

ever so slowly, and they glow, effervescent.

+
+ +
+

Fabric - June 25th, 2025

+

You told me that I smelled like fabric. We never met. We know nothing about each other. We only found one another randomly, yet you knew something that I didn’t. You told me that I smelled like fabric. I still don’t know if its true. Fabric has a distinct smell when it’s not drowned in detergent and softeners. Fabric smells bitter, but at the time, I took it well. Fabric smelled soft. Fabric smelled friendly. Fabric smelled lukewarm. Fabric covers your nude body. Fabric hides you. Fabric keeps you cool. Fabric decorates you. Fabric fits you in society. Fabric is woven. Fabric can be sewn to other pieces of fabric, constructing a new whole. Fabric covers your bed. Fabric covers your pillow. +

+I’d rather be wool. Wool keeps you warm. Wool scratches against your skin. Wool binds your feet. Wool binds your hands. Wool binds your head. Wool gets wet. Wool gets mushy. Wool falls apart. +

+Or I’d rather be silk. Silk is a novelty. Silk drapes over you and slides. Silk doesn’t deserve you. Silk doesn’t hold itself. Silk shines. Silk fall. Silk weeps.

+
+ +
+

A Clinical Tale - June 25th, 2025 - June 9 prompt

+

He came to the clinic to get an injection.
+ He complied and let it happen without fail.
+ He was fine with everything that happened.
+ No misery fell upon either party.
+
+ He came to the clinic to get his blood drawn.
+ He reluctantly accepted after resisting a little.
+ He was not happy but it went smoothly.
+ Some misery was a temporary effect.
+
+ He was dragged to the clinic to get his blood drawn.
+ He yelled and fought the grabbing arms.
+ But they won and stabbed him with the needle.
+ Neither side was satisifed.
+
+ He was forced into the clinic to get an injection.
+ He was pushed and pulled to get it done.
+ He threw the chair at the doctor but was shot with a tranquilizer.
+Misery fell upon everyone.

+
+ +
+

The Man I Am Inside - June 25th, 2025 - May 5 prompt

+

He stood confidently but was relaxed. I sat before my canvas and held my pencil with my arm fully extended. I took his height with it and transferred it to the paper. I began with the outer form, quickly sketching the outline of the body with some guide lines to maintain the proportions, checking every now and then with my pencil to make sure they matched the subject. He smiled awkwardly as I fixed my eyes on his body. I had only finished the initial sketch when I found myself standing before him. We locked eyes and I raised my hands, then I rested them on his chest. His skin was a bit rough and rather dry, and the curled hairs – surprisingly soft – rolled under my touch as a I stroked the chest. The composition was very much lean, but also firm as a sturdy human body would be. The figure was fairly consistent throughout, with narrow hips and slightly broad shoulders. I grabbed the waist. It’s one of my favourite parts to draw because it is a common pitfall. I used to draw this part of the torso too short. I continued to feel the contour, memorizing every angle and every turn of his body. As I went back up, I could feel his chest rising and falling slowly. It’s rather cliché, but it is fascinating to feel somebody’s life right under your hands – the beating heart, the flowing blood, and circulating life flowed under my touch. Looking into his dark eyes again, this time I placed my hand on his face. Freshly shaven stubble tickled my sweaty hand. It is usually an unpleasant feeling, but I couldn’t help but feel adoration instead. My hand slowly glided over his chapped lips, then it jumped over to feel his nose, its soft tip and its subtle bump. +

+
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+ + diff --git a/min/oldmuse.html b/min/oldmuse.html new file mode 100644 index 0000000..6535705 --- /dev/null +++ b/min/oldmuse.html @@ -0,0 +1,162 @@ + + + + Muse Ariadne + + + + +
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+ +
+

Echo - March 1st, 2024

+

+ For echo to sound, there must be few in a vast space. For echo to sound, you alone must be enclosed by the reflective walls. For echo to sound... +

+ Your mind must have heard so little from itself that, to pump its bubbles up the waters that surround you, it will fling every old thought at its walls, letting each of them reverberate endlessly. Echoes are never new. +

+ Huddled up in company, voices other than your own take over, but it's often not enough. The mind may still be alone. Long enough time has passed that the echo is all it knows. It will echo only how you've always felt. Remember. +

+ The acoustic phenomenon, however, can decay. +

+ Is echo a lost love? Is it a reflection? Is it a reminder? +

+
+ + +
+ It is not only the procession of the morose tale.
+ It would suffice to draw an and-the-sun-rose tale.

+ + But the shattering ensued unnerving neurosis.
+ It shall live on savagely in grim prose, this tale.

+ + She devoured the primroses and availed herself of love.
+ She remained within the walls and alcoves of the tale.

+ + A useless torn heart only pumps blood to the wales.
+ The streaks on your skin you rub opened a closed tale.

+ + An injury so powerful it was to the wailing gale.
+ To never disappear: it shut down eyes to the tale.
+

Sweat of a rose - March 6th, 2024 غزل

+
+ + +
+

+ MUSE
ARIADNE +

+

+ a digital writing club created by xalli +

+
+

This page will be reworked. Visit the provisional version here

+
+ + +
+

The Mountain Sleeps
March 12th, 2024

+ she slept through the wars
+ the turbulent air
+ and how still she was
+ the world didn't know her
+

+ unbekannt, a cave
+ in her heart, abode
+ to beasts that don't crave
+ or vanish abroad
+

+ unerforscht feeling
+ undeutlich divide
+ and moss covering
+ her back and behind
+

+ unbeugsam, she stirs
+ brushing one hundred
+ birdsongs, fields of fleurs
+ she was not sundered
+

+
+ + +
+

Silent - April 14th, 2024

+




+

dread

+

an empty home

+
+ + +
+

Untitled - April 17th

+ +

I had a dream that I got the nicest pair of binoculars.

+

Instead of showing me what's further, it showed me what's above or below.

+

I held the copper cast tool to my eyes and set towards the undertow.

+ +

This world, it glistened and glowed. The trees swayed and laughed above.

+

The starlight fell and condensed into their fruit, and the starfruits melted into light.

+

The molten cream, so sweet, brightened the mind and the view, casting the shadows of yore.

+ +

It carried it with it all this time, and with me I carry my eyes to see it.

+

The pink beach, the calm blue waves, the dark night sky, they move

+

ever so slowly, and they glow, effervescent.

+
+ + diff --git a/min/poetry.html b/min/poetry.html new file mode 100644 index 0000000..96d8aca --- /dev/null +++ b/min/poetry.html @@ -0,0 +1,186 @@ + + + + + + + Poetry + + + + +
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+
+ +

a state only the texture of a painting could capture

+
+

hazy memory and clouded emotion
+ blurred vision and blurred sense of self +

+

disconnected

+

disorganized

+

dissociated

+

+ my circadian rhythm is the opposite of yours
+ ritualistic patterns i fail to comply with

+ when i can't sleep but can't wake up either,
+ i indulge in misplaced fantasy
+ and in the failed attempt to recollect fragmented ideas
+ that scurry away like squirrels +

+

+ "what is your bona fides?"
+ "was your breakfast fried eggs with toast?"
+ "would you throw up at the sight of intestines strung out like a necklace?" +

+

+ communication with myself is beyond esoteric
+ communication with others is incompetent and impulsive
+ communication through music is chaotic and raw
+ communication through art is insufficient +

+

+ like reading a note that your brain left for you
+ that is smudged beyond legibility +

+

+ i am not in my childhood photos
+ i am not in my mind
+ i am not in mirrors
+ i may be in others
+ mismatched, misbound, mistranslated +

+

+ it will rain down again, after all, + shimmering like sequin, slipping away like falling pages +

+ "hello, can we talk?" +

+

Feburary 2022

+
+ +
+ +

of an exchange between two on a rainy night

+
+

+ Throw away your soggy cigarette and ask me about my day.
+ Take a seat and smear with your finger the fuzz
+ of the meniscus of cold broth in a bowl. +

+

+ Magnetise your bi-polar heart and show me where it points.
+ Guide me to the sea and explain
+ what you'll first fend off against:
+ the salt or the seaweed. +

+

+ Where would you go
+ if you were to leave a trail of footsteps in the snow,
+ and weren't sure whether you'd come back the same or different? +

+

+ I want to dissect your mind and study your thoughts.
+ I will determine whether your spirit is as fragile as
+ a rose in vitro,
+ as a naïve heart,
+ as the truth,
+ or if it is as sturdy as
+ history,
+ as a violin string,
+ as glass— +

+

Feburary 2022

+
+ +
+

Once more

+

+ Once more, you came knocking on my door.
+ An even and predictable knock it was.
+ Every fortnight, more or less, you come.
+ A joy you instill that's worthy of applause. +

+

+ But you leave. +

+

+ Flowing animus, will thou aid me?
+ From me, embrace of hers slipped away again:
+ merciless, ruthless, rather graceful
+ departure. Love knows not of me — not of men. +

+

+ But what if? +

+

+ O episteme, will thou aid me?
+ Of no need is love that aches. Rationale knows.
+ In darkness, the wandering mind dies.
+ Only minds can fill other minds. Dispose! +

+

+ Veracity. +

+

+ What is virtuous in a patience that yields no fruit?
+ Perhaps, honour is in the heart of the resolute,
+ for only they have endured self-torture for an oath.
+ "The light of my life is worth more than my hurt," they quoth. +

+

+ Once more, I came knocking at your door. +

+

January 2023

+
+ +
+

Untitled

+

Walls pressing my skin
+ Water rising in my throat
+ Then the room expands +

+

May 2025 - prompt: "space"

+
+
+ + diff --git a/min/portfolio.html b/min/portfolio.html new file mode 100644 index 0000000..9fd61b7 --- /dev/null +++ b/min/portfolio.html @@ -0,0 +1,29 @@ + + + + + + + Art + + + + + + diff --git a/min/projects.html b/min/projects.html new file mode 100644 index 0000000..34f9813 --- /dev/null +++ b/min/projects.html @@ -0,0 +1,86 @@ + + + + + + + Teeth in Vitro | Projects + + + + +

Projects

+ +

Code will be hosted on GitHub once I finish or polish it. + I am doing a disservice to everyone by publishing my to-do list with nothing to present, but it motivates me to work on it.

+ +

Art/Games

+ + + +

Software - WIP and planned

+ + + +

Hardware

+ + + +

Microprojects

+ +

These were made as programming practice.

+ + + + + + + diff --git a/min/sketch.html b/min/sketch.html new file mode 100644 index 0000000..27b9158 --- /dev/null +++ b/min/sketch.html @@ -0,0 +1,77 @@ + + + + + + + Art + + + + +
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2025

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2024

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2023

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2022

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2021

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+ + diff --git a/min/test.txt b/min/test.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..faab00e --- /dev/null +++ b/min/test.txt @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +this is a test. -- cgit v1.3