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About

+ +

Webmaster

radiohotline[at]disroot[dot]org - PGP key

The more I try to outline who I am, the more I lose grasp.¹

+ I'm an artist, musician, and programmer (I mainly use C), with a strong passion for music, computers (both CS and CE), experimental art, DIY, and other things. + I am a linguistics student and computer engineering dropout. +

+ I love learning about everything. More persistent interests include: philosophy, music theory, literature, linguistics + (and anthropology, even though I despise mankind and what it made), cryptanalysis, video games and game development, animation, filmmaking (especially directing), + electronics, ham radio, dinosaurs, birdwatching, FOSS, and, of course, computers. +

+ I'm also fascinated by categorization, data archives and collections of basically anything, tools, trinkets, mechanisms, and musical instruments. + A lot of my interests are off-shoots or combinations of each other, and my aspirations lay everywhere since my dream is to combine the things that + I enjoy doing into a valuable creation. +

+ ¹ + Fruit bled in the palm
+ Streaking life across my skin
+ I am real again
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+ ² + Site button +

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Soft Machine² started in 2021 under the name "Randal", and was only populated in 2022 (where it became Teeth in Vitro) when it solely held the Nirvana page until the summer, when I decided to + reserve it for my portfolio. I promised it things that I never did. It was relaunched in 2024 as a much more + compact personal website with a modest beige version that you can find under /min and the less terminal-friendly version that you are browsing, which is based on the typography in House of Leaves. + In late 2025, I began hosting the site off Neocities and the site adopted the name Soft Machine. + You pass by people every day and they don't leave an impression on you, and neither will I, but maybe I will leave a mark on the world as someone who merely + existed. Aim: Art and techy escapades, when I undertake the escapades. Essays may be shared if a topic lingers on my mind. Since 2025, the site began hosting my art. +

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Art

Finished

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2025

2024

2023

2022

2021

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Art

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Portfolio

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WIP (I'll place some highlight pieces here)

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Library

Goodreads - Letterboxd - AniList - Listenbrainz¹

Currently Reading:

Bernando Zannoni - My Stupid Intentions
Jean Paul Sartre - Nausea
William S. Burroughs - Naked Lunch

On Hold:

Uketsu - Strange Pictures
Oscar Wilde - The Picture of Dorian Gray
Yevgeny Zamyatin - We
Fyodor Dostoevsky - Notes From Underground

Recently Finished:

Lewis Carroll - Alice's Adventures in Wonderland
Uketsu - Strange Houses
Sarah Kane - 4.48 Psychosis
Urs Allemann - Babyfucker

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¹Maybe I should add music... After all, music is my favourite thing in the world.

²Some favourites are ancient and could use a refresh. I shall see if they still hold the same impact.

Favourite books²

Alice's Adventures in Wonderland - Lewis Carroll

Perfume: The Story of a Murderer - Patrick Süskind

The Man Who Spoke Snakish - Andrus Kivirähk

Forgive Me, Leonard Peacock - Matthew Quick

Enlightened Transsexual Comix - Sam Szabo

Favourite films

+ + diff --git a/old/commission.html b/old/commission.html new file mode 100644 index 0000000..4d3d128 --- /dev/null +++ b/old/commission.html @@ -0,0 +1,239 @@ + + + + + + + + + + Art + + + + + +

Commissions (Currently Closed)

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WIP page. Images and prices will be added by next summer.

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Commissions are paid for through Buy Me A Coffee.

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Character Art/Portraiture

Art of humanoids in a semirealistic or cartoon style (specify)

Formula: base + [(no. of subjects - 1) * 0.5 * base] + bg

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Traditional

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Bust/Icon
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Bust/Icon
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Halfbody
Fullbody

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An additional subject costs an additional %50 of the base price (i.e. price of one character as specified above).
Simple backgrounds such as patterns or backdrops with low detail cost between $1 and $5 depending on the size of the drawing and the complexity.
For even larger or more complex backgrounds see Landscape.

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MS Paint

Art made in Microsoft Paint

Small ≤ 500px × 500px < Large

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Landscape
	Small drawing	Large drawing	Small painting	Large painting
Portrait	lineart colored	lineart colored
Both

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TuxPaint

Art made in TuxPaint

Same prices as above table

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Landscape

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Lineart
	Traditional	Digital
Rendered

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Collector Artwork (limited)

You can commission an original piece of artwork (a drawing or a painting), and I will send it to you.

You may specify elements or colour palettes or request a commission without restrictions.

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Commercial Work

The cost of a commercial commission equals the price of a personal commission plus a fixed base for usage rights depending on artwork type.
Commercial commissions I may take include the following:

Creator artwork: banners, icons, etc. for streamers and similar
Art for independent zines
Poster art elements for small music venues and gigs
Album artwork
Book cover artwork or similar

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Terms of Service

General terms

Commission prices may be higher than listed depending on the complexity of the work requested.
I retain the right to reject an order for any reason.

Payment

Payments are done through BuyMeACoffee (linked above) and in USD.
I will first send a sketch when I accept the commission, and you may pay 50% of the total price as confirmation. When the work is completed, I will send a preview, and you may pay the remaining 50% as confirmation. You may request a refund up until the sketch stage.
Please do not pay until I have accepted the commission and given you a slot. I will provide an ID for the commission for you to use during payment.

Process and Delivery

The time it takes to complete a commission may vary, but I can generally complete an order within a week after making a sketch. The time at which I start will depend on how many commissions I have taken. I may cancel the order if special circumstances occur, such as travel or illness. I will refund the order in that case.
When the commission is complete, I will email you the full-resolution image as a PNG or your preferred lossless format.

Revisions

Minor changes (fixing errors, touching up the work, coloring changes, etc) to the commissioned work are free. Major changes (such as recreating a rendered background) that take more than an hour to do will cost up to %50 additional money depending on the workload. If the change is a result of a misunderstanding on my end (i.e. misreading or misinterpreting the written directions), there will be no extra costs.

Licensing and Usage

You may not use a personally commissioned work for commercial purposes, such as in a product, to resell, to redistribute (standalone or as a part of a product, such as a book or poster), or any other forms of profit without my permission.
Personal usage is allowed, such as in icons, banners, ArtFight pages (with credit), posting online (with credit), printing for personal use (no mass printing), etc., i.e. usage that does not earn you money.
For commercial commissions, full attribution is required, and the work may not be resold or redistributed as standalone.
You may not claim the commissioned piece as your own work.
You may not alter the commissioned piece and redistribute it without my permission.
I will most likely share the commission (low res) here on my portfolio, so let me know if you do not want me to do so.

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Stout .. Identity Start

Stout ... Identity End

2022

Comic start

Comic end

2021

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+ “Little solace comes
+ to those who grieve
+ when thoughts keep drifting
+ as walls keep shifting
+ and this great blue world of ours
+ seems a house of leaves
+ moments before the wind.” +
+ - Zampanò, Mark Z. Danielewski +

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+ Updates: + +

04/02/26 - Added Bluesky link
12/01/26 - Added tor and i2p mirrors
10/01/26 - Added The Black Tower to /books
07/01/26 - Added BuyMeACoffee to /music; added Claudine to /books; added updates block
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+ Do you remember the taste of your mother's flesh? Do you remember the smell of the angel's milk? Do you remember the metal joints that were once your bones? Do you remember the sound of the thunder that was once your heart? The ivory is the amalgam in your teeth. The flowers sit between the tangled strands of your perfumed hair. Your mother has long been dead, but her mass remains hidden in the overgrown and forgotten realm of your home, with rusted pipes still extending from the meat. You opened your eyes a thousand years ago, but have only blinked today, moisturizing your eyes for the first time and with it storing your memories in the record. You begin a new life everyday if you have no attachment to anything. Every item left behind is reborn every hour. Nothing holds the traces of your touch anymore. Everything around you has become a faded and swirling mess, floating like gas that carries you with ease. You are heavy. You are light. You do not know grief, but you know warmth. You knew one warmth. It is now cold all around you. You do not know if you are lost or at your new home. You do not care to know. You look up to the saturated blue sky, and it returns your glimpse with a blinding beam of red light. You have a feeling that the beam was once a white bundle of rays that softly painted your surroundings, but you can never be sure. With each passing day, you bury more of the past under the soft and wet clumps of soil that make up your world. You continue to crawl towards a God you wish to find. It is all you have. +

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Webrings

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Useful websites

Misc

sapphic-cafe.neocities.org - Her link directory is great.

omniglot.com - Encyclopedia of world languages.

geminiprotocol.net - Minimal internet protocol.

MIT OpenCourseWare - Free university-level courses on a diverse range of subjects.

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Lifestyle

simpleliving.neocities.org - Strip life down to its necessities.

simplifier.neocities.org - Awesome DIY projects that endure the test of time.

thricegreat.neocities.org - Philosophy, math, hermeticism, and self-sufficient lifestyle.

Guide to DIY Punk Fashion

Punk DIY Resource Shops

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Technology

⤷ Information/Guides

cat-v.org - The beauty of simplicity, peppered with elitism. Join the Plan 9 cult.

suckless.org - Minimalist software (and good lists of software).

digdeeper.club - Privacy essentials in a world of sureveillance.

cyberdeck.cafe - Build a cyberdeck!

ameliorated.io - Modify Windows to unsuck it.

Android FOSS repository.

lainzine.org - Cool stuff.

3ds.hacks.guide - Hack and mod your 3DS.

A Constructive Look At TempleOS

l3net.wordpress.com - Linked is an article comparing Linux/BSD WMs and DEs by RAM usage.

openrisc.io - Open-source processor.

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⤷ Operating Systems

alpinelinux.org - Lightweight musl-based Linux distro.

9front.org - Plan 9 fork with improvements.

kolibrios.org - Super lightweight operating system.

antixlinux.com - Lightweight Linux distro.

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⤷ Tools

distrochooser.de - Short quiz to help you pick a Linux distro.

cock.li - Anonymous mail provider.

MAS by Massgravel - Windows and Office activator script.

jspaint.app - MS Paint in your browser.

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⤷ Archives and Collections (Tech)

myabandonware.com - Retro software preservation.

/r/Piracy megathread - What it says on the tin.

fmhy.net - Free Media Heck Yeah: a large collection of free and pirated stuff.

myrient.erista.me - Huge retro game archive for numerous consoles.

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Music

slsknet.org - P2P music sharing network.

circuitbenders.co.uk - How to circuit bend instruments.

circuitbending.miraheze.org - More circuitbending.

buildyourownclone.com - Build DIY guitar pedal clones.

musicfromouterspace.com - Analog synthesizer schematics by the legendary Ray Wilson.

sdiy.info - Synth DIY wiki with numerous resources.

everynoise.com - Music genre scatterplot with examples.

radio.garden - Tune in to any (online) radio station.

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Cool websites

For starters, sites I follow on Neocities are worth checking out, in my humble opinion.

973-eht-namuh-973.com - Numerology, puzzles, God - by the artist Dave Denison.

sitcomtheory.org - Open your eyes!

lugnsteel.neocities.org - Really cool art evoking picture books and 90s boil animation cartoons.

murumart.neocities.org - Electronic music and games. The comics put me in a state of delirium.

iwillneverbehappy.neocities.org - Lovely writing.

100r.ca - Artistic software ... that also runs on Plan 9!

analognowhere.com - Art and comics for the technologically enlightened.

kaa.neocities.org - A little bit of everything.

lambchapel.neocities.org - Candy in the realms of webdev and chiptune music. Cute art and poignant writing.

mouseling.net and related sites - Passions that draw in the unacquainted easily, notably vkei.

psychicnewborn.neocities.org - You'll have to see for yourself.

mamacroon.neocities.org - Striking traditional art.

andnow.neocities.org - Like a digital box of trinkets.

burialcloth.neocities.org - There was art here, at some point.

cyclecyclecycle.neocities.org - No words for this one, either, but it's great.

larvieandlibro.neocities.org - Hysteria. I mean comics!

gfiles.neocities.org - A plethora of documents about governments and crime.

divinicide.net - There's nothing going on here. What are you talking about?

myfurbyworld.neocities.org - Furbies.

gui.neocities.org - Movie Computer Interfaces.

lostlamb.neocities.org - Gorgeous writing giving romantic weight to the so-called mundane.

lifewithoutangels.neocities.org - Interesting views on angels.

interconnection.neocities.org - Isn't life beautiful?

allways.neocities.org - House Of Leaves-inspired personal site.

yaster.neocities.org - T4T lesbian comics with a beautiful artstyle.

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Terms of Service

General terms

Commission prices may be higher than listed depending on the complexity of the work requested.
I retain the right to reject an order for any reason.

Payment

Payments are done through BuyMeACoffee (linked above) and in USD.
I will first send a sketch when I accept the commission, and you may pay 50% of the total price as confirmation. When the work is completed, I will send a preview, and you may pay the remaining 50% as confirmation. You may request a refund up until the sketch stage.
Please do not pay until I have accepted the commission and given you a slot. I will provide an ID for the commission for you to use during payment.

Process and Delivery

The time it takes to complete a commission may vary, but I can generally complete an order within a week after making a sketch. The time at which I start will depend on how many commissions I have taken. I may cancel the order if special circumstances occur, such as travel or illness. I will refund the order in that case.
When the commission is complete, I will email you the complete track as FLAC.

Revisions

Minor changes (replacing an instrument, changing an effect, adjusting the mix, removing or adjusting a melody, etc.) to the commissioned work are free. Major changes (such as redoing an entire section or track) that take more than an hour to do will cost up to %50 additional money depending on the workload. If the change is a result of a misunderstanding on my end (i.e. misreading or misinterpreting the written directions), there will be no extra costs.

Copyright and Usage

You may not use a personally commissioned work for commercial purposes, such as in a product, to resell, to redistribute (standalone or as a part of a product, such as a book or poster), or any other forms of profit without my permission.
Personal usage is allowed, such as in icons, banners, ArtFight pages (with credit), posting online (with credit), printing for personal use (no mass printing), etc., i.e. usage that does not earn you money.
For commercial commissions, full attribution is required, and the work may not be resold or redistributed as standalone.
You may not claim the commissioned piece as your own work.
You may not alter the commissioned piece and redistribute it without my permission.
I will most likely share the commission (lossy) here on my portfolio, so let me know if you do not want me to do so.

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Muse Ariadne

+ A digital writing club created by xalli +

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Echo - March 1st, 2024

+ For echo to sound, there must be few in a vast space. For echo to sound, you alone must be enclosed by the reflective walls. For echo to sound... +

+ Your mind must have heard so little from itself that, to pump its bubbles up the waters that surround you, it will fling every old thought at its walls, letting each of them reverberate endlessly. Echoes are never new. +

+ Huddled up in company, voices other than your own take over, but it's often not enough. The mind may still be alone. Long enough time has passed that the echo is all it knows. It will echo only how you've always felt. Remember. +

+ The acoustic phenomenon, however, can decay. +

+ Is echo a lost love? Is it a reflection? Is it a reminder? +

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Sweat of a rose - March 6th, 2024 غزل

+ It is not only the procession of the morose tale.
+ It would suffice to draw an and-the-sun-rose tale.

+ + But the shattering ensued unnerving neurosis.
+ It shall live on savagely in grim prose, this tale.

+ + She devoured the primroses and availed herself of love.
+ She remained within the walls and alcoves of the tale.

+ + A useless torn heart only pumps blood to the wales.
+ The streaks on your skin you rub opened a closed tale.

+ + An injury so powerful it was to the wailing gale.
+ To never disappear: it shut down eyes to the tale.
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The Mountain Sleeps - March 12th, 2024

she slept through the wars
+ the turbulent air
+ and how still she was
+ the world didn't know her

+ unbekannt, a cave
+ in her heart, abode
+ to beasts that don't crave
+ or vanish abroad +

+ unerforscht feeling
+ undeutlich divide
+ and moss covering
+ her back and behind

+ unbeugsam, she stirs
+ brushing one hundred
+ birdsongs, fields of fleurs
+ she was not sundered +

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Silent - April 14th, 2024

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dread

an empty home

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Untitled - April 17th, 2024

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I had a dream that I got the nicest pair of binoculars.

Instead of showing me what's further, it showed me what's above or below.

I held the copper cast tool to my eyes and set towards the undertow.

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This world, it glistened and glowed. The trees swayed and laughed above.

The starlight fell and condensed into their fruit, and the starfruits melted into light.

The molten cream, so sweet, brightened the mind and the view, casting the shadows of yore.

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It carried it with it all this time, and with me I carry my eyes to see it.

The pink beach, the calm blue waves, the dark night sky, they move

ever so slowly, and they glow, effervescent.

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Fabric - June 25th, 2025

You told me that I smelled like fabric. We never met. We know nothing about each other. We only found one another randomly, yet you knew something that I didn’t. You told me that I smelled like fabric. I still don’t know if its true. Fabric has a distinct smell when it’s not drowned in detergent and softeners. Fabric smells bitter, but at the time, I took it well. Fabric smelled soft. Fabric smelled friendly. Fabric smelled lukewarm. Fabric covers your nude body. Fabric hides you. Fabric keeps you cool. Fabric decorates you. Fabric fits you in society. Fabric is woven. Fabric can be sewn to other pieces of fabric, constructing a new whole. Fabric covers your bed. Fabric covers your pillow. +

+I’d rather be wool. Wool keeps you warm. Wool scratches against your skin. Wool binds your feet. Wool binds your hands. Wool binds your head. Wool gets wet. Wool gets mushy. Wool falls apart. +

+Or I’d rather be silk. Silk is a novelty. Silk drapes over you and slides. Silk doesn’t deserve you. Silk doesn’t hold itself. Silk shines. Silk falls. Silk weeps.

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A Clinical Tale - June 25th, 2025 - June 9 prompt

He came to the clinic to get an injection.
+ He complied and let it happen without fail.
+ He was fine with everything that happened.
+ No misery fell upon either party.
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+ He came to the clinic to get his blood drawn.
+ He reluctantly accepted after resisting a little.
+ He was not happy but it went smoothly.
+ Some misery was a temporary effect.
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+ He was dragged to the clinic to get his blood drawn.
+ He yelled and fought the grabbing arms.
+ But they won and stabbed him with the needle.
+ Neither side was satisifed.
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+ He was forced into the clinic to get an injection.
+ He was pushed and pulled to get it done.
+ He threw the chair at the doctor but was shot with a tranquilizer.
+Misery fell upon everyone.

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The Man - June 25th, 2025 - May 5 prompt

He stood confidently but was relaxed. I sat before my canvas and held my pencil with my arm fully extended. I took his height with it and transferred it to the paper. I began with the outer form, quickly sketching the outline of the body with some guide lines to maintain the proportions and checking the lengths every now and then with my pencil to make sure they matched the subject. He smiled awkwardly as I fixed my eyes on his body. I had only finished the initial sketch when I found myself standing before him. We locked eyes and I raised my hands, then I rested them on his chest. His skin was a bit rough and rather dry, and the curled hairs – surprisingly soft – rolled under my touch as a I stroked the chest. The composition was very much lean, but also firm as a sturdy human body would be. The figure was fairly consistent throughout, with narrow hips and slightly broad shoulders. I grabbed the waist. It’s one of my favourite parts to draw because it is a common pitfall. I used to draw this part of the torso too short. I continued to feel the contour, memorizing every angle and every turn of his body. As I went back up, I could feel his chest rising and falling slowly. It’s rather cliché, but it is fascinating to feel somebody’s life right under your hands – the beating heart, the flowing blood, and circulating life flowed under my touch. I looked into his dark eyes again, this time I placed my hand on his face. Freshly shaven stubble tickled my sweaty hand. It is usually an unpleasant feeling, but I couldn’t help but feel adoration instead. My hand slowly glided over his chapped lips, then it jumped over to feel his nose, its soft tip and its subtle bump. +

I hate him.

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Music

+ I have been composing music since 2018 but started more regularly making it in 2022. Most of my past work was folk and electronica. Currently, I make experimental music and write some screamo. +

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Echo No Leaves Bide - June 19, 2025

I made this for a comp, but I ended up using another track (Opetanie) for it.

Here is the compilation.

(experimental, noise)

Pauline (Working title)

I am currently working on my third experimental album. I am taking a different direction this time.

Anachronism of the 21st Century - March 9th, 2025

It was mostly finished in January. This was fun to make.

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(experimental, noise)

Civilised Menagerie - November 2, 2024

It was technically set to release on November 1st, but I accidentally refreshed the page and had to reupload the music, so it was past midnight when it was done. More information on it is on its release page.

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(experimental, harsh noise)

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Jummbox Vol. 1 Album - September 9th, 2024

The compilation EP, album, whatever you want to call it, that I made over a year. As the title says, it's made of Jummbox songs.

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(electronic, electronica, Jummbox)

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Moloch OST outtakes - 2024

(Some) music I made for Moloch that ended up being too fast and crowded. Whether or not I include them in the Bandcamp release depends on whether or not I can recover the tracks (Element, my VST3 host, got messed up in projects after I reinstalled my OS). For now, they'll be bonuses on my website (here!).

Cave

(new version of blue crystal cave) +

"Fell in Well"

(untitled) +

This one is actually an arrangement of a piano warmup exercise by Nahre Sol. + For the piano, I only really composed the fourth variation in the pattern. + I removed it from the soundtrack because it was too fast and because I don't want to take credit for the melody.

The following version was supposed to play first in the game. Upon finding something in the area, the rest of it will "unlock", and the above rendition will begin playing.

Lab themes

These are likely to make it into the final game if I don't make anything better.

Underground City

(this is the oldest one among these) +

(soundtrack, ambient)

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Chickadee diss track - Dec 17th, 2023

(shitpost)

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Greg ending - Jul 2nd, 2023

Digital remake of menu reprise, with Murumart's ending theme appended to it, but my instrumentation of it. I also rewrote its bass.

(soundtrack)

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Sacred - Apr 28th, 2023

Version 2, where I added EQ and more volume control to bring out details that were drowned in the original mix, and I also added a vocal chop repeat somewhere in there. You'll know which one if you've heard version 1.

(dnb, breakcore, electronic)

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Blue Crystal Cave - Mar 28th, 2023

This is a new mix of the song uploaded in my old blog.

(soundtrack)

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a smoke in the tropical paradise that is a fisherman's hut or hut waltz - Mar 19th, 2023

OST for Greg RPG.

(acoustic, soundtrack)

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Demo of Clock Tower - Mar 19th, 2023

I say messy because the practice was very good, but what I ended up recording was not as great, but it was received well by friends. It was intended to be a continuation to menu 2, hence making it some epic-ish reprise, but it became its own song instead.

Round and round and round...

(acoustic, soundtrack)

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Menu 2 - Reprise - Mar 19, 2023

Re-recording of menu_2, from my brainstorm.

(folk, acoustic, soundtrack)

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Untitled - Mar 24 2023

All sounds except for the fretless bass where made from samples of one song.

(electronic)

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Mail Mission Jazz - Mar 7th, 2023 (Jul 19th, 2023 export)

Jazz cover of a Greg OST track. Incomplete.

(jazz)

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Bread - Feb 20th, 2023

Grabbed my guitar. Played that. Played it again to record it. Loaded it into LMMS and figured out the BPM, then added the rest of it. After that I recorded that last section but it has bad clipping.

This is a demo to lay the idea down (inspired by Clay Parton). I will remake this at some point into a finished song because I hate the distortion.

(slacker rock, acoustic)

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Olen Väsinud - Feb 4th, 2023

The file is called "this came to me in a vision at 8 am" because that's what this is.

My magnum opus.

(electronic, ambient)

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Song of Storms - Jan 29th, 2023

This is a "moss rock" remix of Song of Storms, based on this image. I went for prog.

Scrapped 7/4 section (while the DAW was set to 7/4, the actual work wasn't in 7/4)

(progressive rock)

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It does not exist in this realm

Are you lost or snooping?

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Poetry

This page is for poetry not written as a part of Muse Ariadne (see muse).

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a state only the texture of a painting could capture

hazy memory and clouded emotion
+ blurred vision and blurred sense of self +

disconnected

disorganized

dissociated

+ my circadian rhythm is the opposite of yours
+ ritualistic patterns i fail to comply with

+ when i can't sleep but can't wake up either,
+ i indulge in misplaced fantasy
+ and in the failed attempt to recollect fragmented ideas
+ that scurry away like squirrels +

+ "what is your bona fides?"
+ "was your breakfast fried eggs with toast?"
+ "would you throw up at the sight of intestines strung out like a necklace?" +

+ communication with myself is beyond esoteric
+ communication with others is incompetent and impulsive
+ communication through music is chaotic and raw
+ communication through art is insufficient +

+ like reading a note that your brain left for you
+ that is smudged beyond legibility +

+ i am not in my childhood photos
+ i am not in my mind
+ i am not in mirrors
+ i may be in others
+ mismatched, misbound, mistranslated +

+ it will rain down again, after all, + shimmering like sequin, slipping away like falling pages +

+ "hello, can we talk?" +

Feburary 2022

+ +

of an exchange between two on a rainy night

+ Throw away your soggy cigarette and ask me about my day.
+ Take a seat and smear with your finger the fuzz
+ of the meniscus of cold broth in a bowl. +

+ Magnetise your bi-polar heart and show me where it points.
+ Guide me to the sea and explain
+ what you'll first fend off against:
+ the salt or the seaweed. +

+ Where would you go
+ if you were to leave a trail of footsteps in the snow,
+ and weren't sure whether you'd come back the same or different? +

+ I want to dissect your mind and study your thoughts.
+ I will determine whether your spirit is as fragile as
+ a rose in vitro,
+ as a naïve heart,
+ as the truth,
+ or if it is as sturdy as
+ history,
+ as a violin string,
+ as glass— +

Feburary 2022

+ +

Once more

+ Once more, you came knocking on my door.
+ An even and predictable knock it was.
+ Every fortnight, more or less, you come.
+ A joy you instill that's worthy of applause. +

+ But you leave. +

+ Flowing animus, will thou aid me?
+ From me, embrace of hers slipped away again:
+ merciless, ruthless, rather graceful
+ departure. Love knows not of me — not of men. +

+ But what if? +

+ O episteme, will thou aid me?
+ Of no need is love that aches. Rationale knows.
+ In darkness, the wandering mind dies.
+ Only minds can fill other minds. Dispose! +

+ Veracity. +

+ What is virtuous in a patience that yields no fruit?
+ Perhaps, honour is in the heart of the resolute,
+ for only they have endured self-torture for an oath.
+ "The light of my life is worth more than my hurt," they quoth. +

+ Once more, I came knocking at your door. +

January 2023

+ +

Untitled

Walls pressing my skin
+ Water rising in my throat
+ Then the room expands +

May 2025 - prompt: "space"

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Code will be hosted on GitHub once I finish or polish it.

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It's a secret.

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Software - WIP

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Basic software suite

Text editor

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They will be disclosed when they're presentable. It doesn't feel right to talk about what I'll make when I haven't worked on it yet.

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These were made as programming practice.

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Coreutils clone (WIP)
Loveletter generator (link)
Troysort (joke)

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Test title

+ House +

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³But wait -- is it really a cool book, or just our subjective view of it? everything is subjective. books aren't real.

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25/11/07 - Lemon Soda Lemonade

25/11/07 - Some Things We Do

25/01/09 - Outcomes of a Shower

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23/04/22 - Wherein You Exist

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23/02/22 - "Aliveness" as Imperfection and Uncertainty in Motion

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23/01/26 - No Such Thing as an Imperfect Number (Updated 2025)

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23/01/26 - Expression and the Primal Fear of Isolation

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23/01/26 - What is this?

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