maintainence

author: radiohotline <radiohotline@disroot.org> 2026-02-17 14:44:55 +0300
committer: radiohotline <radiohotline@disroot.org> 2026-02-17 14:44:55 +0300
commit: 435aeb674198769b61b0ee8d82f85a108bacf49e (patch)
tree: 2c87322d81130062e62afc04a22ef1e664a4622c /poem
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+<!DOCTYPE html>
+<html>
+  <head>
+    <meta charset="UTF-8">
+    <meta name="viewport" content="width=device-width, initial-scale=1.0">
+    <title>The vision of teethinvitro</title>
+    <link href="style.css" rel="stylesheet" type="text/css" media="all">
+  </head>
+  <body>
+  
+  </body>
+</html>
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+	color: white;
+  font-family: DejaVu;
+  user-select: none;
+}
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+  font-style: italic;
+}
+
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+	font-size: 70px;
+	cursor: pointer;
+}
+
+#nav {
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diff --git a/poem/dissociated.html b/poem/dissociated.html
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+<!DOCTYPE html>
+<html>
+  <head>
+    <meta charset="UTF-8">
+    <meta name="viewport" content="width=device-width, initial-scale=1.0">
+    <title>a state only the texture of a painting could capture</title>
+    <link href="dissociated.css" rel="stylesheet" type="text/css" media="all">
+  </head>
+  <body class="crt">
+    <div id="text" class="poem" onclick="change()" style="text-align: center; padding-top: 20%; padding-bottom: 15%;"><i style="font-size: 90%;">a state only the texture of a painting could capture</i><br><i style="font-size: medium; ">(Feburary 2022, free-verse)</i></div>
+
+    <div id="nav" style="font-size: 20px; text-align: center;"><a href="../home.html">go home&nbsp;</a><a href="rainy.html">&nbsp;next poem</a></div>
+
+    <script>
+      /*If this JS scares you, good. You should be. Don't worry. I'll do the next poem in a sane manner. There's nothing wrong with experimenting. I'm aware of the flaws of this code.*/
+
+      var value = 0;
+      function change() {
+        console.log(value)
+        if(value == "0") {
+          document.getElementById('text').innerHTML = "hazy memory and clouded emotion";
+        }
+        
+        if(value == "1") {
+          document.getElementById('text').innerHTML = "blurred vision and blurred sense of self";
+        }
+        
+        if(value == "2") {
+          document.getElementById('text').innerHTML = "<p>disconnected,</p>";
+          document.getElementById('text').style["text-align"] = "left";
+          document.getElementById('text').style["padding-left"] = "10%";
+          document.getElementById('text').style["padding-top"] = "75px";
+          document.getElementById('text').style["padding-bottom"] = "0%";
+        }
+                
+        if(value == "3") {
+          document.getElementById('text').innerHTML = "<p>disorganized,</p>";
+          document.getElementById('text').style["text-align"] = "center";
+          document.getElementById('text').style["padding-left"] = "0%";
+          document.getElementById('text').style["padding-top"] = "17%";
+          document.getElementById('text').style["padding-bottom"] = "0%";
+        }
+                
+        if(value == "4") {
+          document.getElementById('text').innerHTML = "dissociated";
+          document.getElementById('text').style["text-align"] = "right";
+          document.getElementById('text').style["padding-right"] = "10%";
+          document.getElementById('text').style["padding-bottom"] = "40px";
+          document.getElementById('text').style["margin-top"] = "350px";
+        }
+                
+        if(value == "5") {
+          document.getElementById('text').innerHTML = "my circadian rhythm is the opposite of yours";
+          document.getElementById('text').style["text-align"] = "right";
+          document.getElementById('text').style["padding-top"] = "20%";
+          document.getElementById('text').style["padding-bottom"] = "15%";
+          document.getElementById('text').style["margin-top"] = "0px";
+          document.getElementById('text').style["padding-right"] = "3%";
+        }
+                
+        if(value == "6") {
+          document.getElementById('text').innerHTML = "ritualistic patterns i fail to comply with";
+        }
+
+        if(value == "7") {
+          document.getElementById('text').innerHTML = "when i can't sleep but can't wake up either,";
+        }
+        
+        if(value == "8") {
+          document.getElementById('text').innerHTML = "i indulge in misplaced fantasy";
+        }
+
+        if(value == "9") {
+          document.getElementById('text').innerHTML = "and in the failed attempt to recollect<br>fragmented ideas";
+        }
+        
+        if(value == "10") {
+          document.getElementById('text').innerHTML = "that scurry away like squirrels";
+        }
+        
+        if(value == "11") {
+          document.getElementById('text').innerHTML = '"what is your bona fides?"';
+          document.getElementById('text').style["text-align"] = "center";
+          document.getElementById('text').style["padding-left"] = "0%";
+          document.getElementById('text').style["padding-right"] = "0%";
+          document.getElementById('text').style["padding-top"] = "20%";
+          document.getElementById('text').style["padding-bottom"] = "15%";
+        }
+        
+        if(value == "12") {
+          document.getElementById('text').innerHTML = '"was your breakfast fried eggs with toast?"';
+        }
+                
+        if(value == "13") {
+          document.getElementById('text').innerHTML = '"would you throw up at the sight of intestines strung out like a necklace?"';
+          document.getElementById('text').style["padding-left"] = "10%";
+          document.getElementById('text').style["padding-right"] = "10%";
+        }
+                
+        if(value == "14") {
+          document.getElementById('text').innerHTML = "communication with myself<br>is beyond esoteric";
+          document.getElementById('text').style["text-align"] = "left";
+          document.getElementById('text').style["padding-left"] = "3%";
+          document.getElementById('text').style["padding-right"] = "5%";
+          document.getElementById('text').style["padding-top"] = "20%";
+        }
+                
+        if(value == "15") {
+          document.getElementById('text').innerHTML = "communication with others<br>is incompetent and impulsive";
+        }
+                
+        if(value == "16") {
+          document.getElementById('text').innerHTML = "communication through music<br>is chaotic and raw";
+        }
+                
+        if(value == "17") {
+          document.getElementById('text').innerHTML = "communication through art<br>is insufficient";
+        }
+                
+        if(value == "18") {
+          document.getElementById('text').innerHTML = "like reading a note that your brain left for you";
+          document.getElementById('text').style["padding-top"] = "20%";
+        }
+                        
+        if(value == "19") {
+          document.getElementById('text').innerHTML = "that is smudged beyond legibility";
+        }
+                        
+        if(value == "20") {
+          document.getElementById('text').innerHTML = "i am not in my childhood photos";
+          document.getElementById('text').style["text-align"] = "right";
+        }
+                        
+        if(value == "21") {
+          document.getElementById('text').innerHTML = "i am not in my mind";
+        }        
+                        
+        if(value == "22") {
+          document.getElementById('text').innerHTML = "i am not in mirrors";
+        }        
+                        
+        if(value == "23") {
+          document.getElementById('text').innerHTML = "i may be in others";
+        }        
+                        
+        if(value == "24") {
+          document.getElementById('text').innerHTML = "mismatched, misbound, mistranslated";
+        }        
+                      
+        if(value == "25") {
+          document.getElementById('text').innerHTML = "it will rain down again, after all,";
+          document.getElementById('text').style["text-align"] = "center";
+        }
+                                
+        if(value == "26") {
+          document.getElementById('text').innerHTML = "shimmering like sequin,<br>slipping away like falling pages";
+        }      
+
+        if(value == "27") {
+          document.getElementById('text').innerHTML = '"hello, can we talk?"';
+        }
+        
+        value++;
+      }
+
+      /*
+      window.onload = fadeIn;
+
+      function fadeIn() {
+        var fade = document.getElementById("body");
+        var opacity = 0;
+        var intervalID = setInterval(function() {
+          if (opacity < 1) {
+            opacity = opacity + 0.1
+          
+          } else {
+            clearInterval(intervalID);
+          }
+        }, 200);
+      }*/
+    </script>
+  </body>
+</html>
+\ No newline at end of file
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diff --git a/poem/rainy.css b/poem/rainy.css
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+body {
+	background-color: white;
+	color: black;
+  margin: 20px;
+  font-family: DejaVu;
+  user-select: none;
+}
+
+div {
+	font-size: 70px;
+	cursor: pointer;
+  text-align: left;
+}
+
+a {
+  text-decoration: none;
+  color: black;
+}
+
+#nav {
+  padding: 5px;
+  margin-bottom: 2%;
+  font-size: 20px;
+  text-align: center;
+  position: fixed;
+  bottom: 0;
+  left: 0;
+  right: 0
+}
+
+.poem {
+  margin-top: 22%;
+  margin-left: 25px;
+  font-size: 60px;
+}
+
+@font-face {
+  font-family: DejaVu;
+  src: url('font/DejaVuSerif.ttf');
+}
+
+@font-face {
+  font-family: DejaVu;
+  src: url('font/DejaVuSerif-Bold.ttf');
+  font-weight: bold;
+}
+
+@font-face {
+  font-family: DejaVu;
+  src: url('font/DejaVuSerif-Italic.ttf');
+  font-style: italic;
+}
+\ No newline at end of file
diff --git a/poem/rainy.html b/poem/rainy.html
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+<!DOCTYPE html>
+<html>
+  <head>
+    <meta charset="UTF-8">
+    <meta name="viewport" content="width=device-width, initial-scale=1.0">
+    <title>of an exchange between two on a rainy night</title>
+    <link href="rainy.css" rel="stylesheet" type="text/css" media="all">
+  </head>
+  <body>
+    <div id="text" onclick="change()">
+
+      <div style="text-align: center; padding-top: 20%; padding-bottom: 15%; margin: auto;">
+        <i style="font-size: 90%;">of an exchange between two on a rainy night</i><br><i style="font-size: medium; ">(Feburary 2022, free-verse)</i>
+      </div>
+
+    </div>
+
+    <div id="nav" style="font-size: 20px; text-align: center;">
+      <a href="dissociated.html">prev poem&nbsp;</a>
+      <a onclick="minus();">prev line&nbsp;</a>
+      <a onclick="plus();">next line&nbsp;</a>
+      <a href="rainy.html">next poem</a>
+    </div>
+    
+    <script>
+      var value = 0;
+      const lines = [
+        'Throw away your soggy cigarette and ask me about my day.',
+        'Take a seat and smear with your finger the fuzz',
+        'of the meniscus of cold broth in a bowl.',
+
+        '<span style="color: white">textexttetxtextettxe</span>',
+
+        'Magnetise your bi-polar heart and show me where it points.',
+        'Guide me to the sea and explain',
+        "what you'll first fend off against:",
+        'the salt or the seaweed.',
+
+        '<span style="color: white">textexttetxtextettxe</span>',
+
+        'Where would you go',
+        'if you were to leave a trail of footsteps in the snow,',
+        "and weren't sure whether you'd come back the same or different?",
+
+        '<span style="color: white">textexttetxtextettxe</span>',
+
+        'I want to dissect your mind and study your thoughts.',
+        'I will determine whether your spirit is as fragile as',
+        'a rose in vitro,',
+        'as a naïve heart,',
+        'as the truth,',
+        'or if it is as sturdy as',
+        'history,',
+        'as a violin string,',
+        'as glass—',
+
+        '<span style="color: white">textexttetxtextettxe</span>',
+
+        '<a style="color: black" href="rainy.html">Next poem?</a><br><a style="color: black; font-size: 70%" href="../home.html">go home.</a>',
+      ]
+
+      const text = document.getElementById('text');
+      function change() {
+        console.log(value)
+        document.getElementById("text").classList.add('poem');
+        text.innerHTML = lines[value];
+        
+        if(value < 23) {
+          value++;
+        } else {
+          document.getElementById('text').style["margin-top"] = "20%";
+        }
+      }
+
+      function plus() {
+        document.getElementById("text").classList.add('poem');
+        text.innerHTML = lines[value];
+        if(value < 23) {
+          value++;
+        } else {
+          document.getElementById('text').style["margin-top"] = "20%";
+          value = 23;
+        }
+      }
+
+      function minus() {
+        document.getElementById("text").classList.add('poem');
+        if(value == 0) {
+          text.innerHTML = '<div style="text-align: center; margin: 0%; padding: 0%"><i style="font-size: 90%;">of an exchange between two on a rainy night</i><br><i style="font-size: medium;">(Feburary 2022, free-verse)</i></div>';
+          value = 0;
+        } else {
+          value--;
+          text.innerHTML = lines[value];
+        }
+      }
+    </script>
+  </body>
+</html>
+\ No newline at end of file
author	radiohotline <radiohotline@disroot.org>	2026-02-17 14:44:55 +0300
committer	radiohotline <radiohotline@disroot.org>	2026-02-17 14:44:55 +0300
commit	435aeb674198769b61b0ee8d82f85a108bacf49e (patch)
tree	2c87322d81130062e62afc04a22ef1e664a4622c /poem